School let out this pass thursday(may 21).
Should have known that in no time my mom would be shipping me off to visit
my dad and my grandma.
I never really minded flying. I always flew on
the
plane by myself since i was three..from new orleans to houston and back. Between
two different worlds,
between my mom and dad.
Southwest airlines, as
soon as you turn 13, you are
treated as an adult. I guess thats why I now love taking
the plane because
it gives me a
sense of responsibility,a sense
of adulthood.
Well just
traveling anywhere by myself makes me feel
that
way really.
Walking
through
the airport watching families and business
men, i was almost late catching my flight.
So there i was, just standing
in line, (remind me to tell my mom to book me
group A..not B), waiting
for "
group B, 30-60, line on up to the right".
BAM!!!
and
there he
was.....wow..
i broke
out into a sweat as i always do when i
see
a
cute boy,
i immediately start
thinking about how
i should
have never worn these we rid shoes,
or
i knew i should have went
into the bathroom to check my hair,
or
cramp...i pray theres nothing on my face.
As usual, i spotted
him first, i always spot the boy first..i think,,
and as usual i always look
away..knowing that he will look my way, and
feel
as though he spotted me
first...
Our eyes meet and i could
feel
my hair
sticking to my neck..
He walked slowly into the line,
right in
front of
me.
I knew once
people saw him, and then seen
me right
behind him. they had
to
be
thinking."My.my. what a cute
couple they
make"
And thats
just it,...i stood
there planning,
planning on how am i goin to get him to talk to
me...
as we boarded the
plane, my
goal was to sit right by
him..
as i walked behind him, i
knew what
people
where
thinking..OMG
the line stopped, and i stopped in front
of an empty seat that was
right
my the aisle..
i wondered why no
one
sat
there,,,I wish
someone would have
sat there so i could
sit by him,
and i wouldnt look
all
weird and awkward by not sitting
there because it
was a
perfectly open
seat...gosh..
DAMN DAMN DAMN!!! wHY reggina,,,,why did you sit
there!!!!
YEs, i sat
there,,,
the whole plane ride...i sat
there wondering..thinking about
him and how cute he is and wondering why did he
have so many chips in the
bag??...
I thought about getting up and act like i was going to the restroom
to point him out..and if there was a seat by him,..i was so going to sit
there
when i came back..
well it didnt happen..
The plane landed in Houston
and i so was not ready to give up...i pictured how our conversation will be
when
i walk up to him...i would use my charm and say"...maybe we can
meet up
sometime
while we are in Houston together.."..and he would
laugh
and say " fo sho.." ;D
I couldnt wait..i got off
the plane and went to
the bathroom to fix my hair..
i swore to
myself
that if i
saw
him...i was going to talk...
well,,,,i sort of kept my
inner promise..
i took a deep breath...having faith in destiny that
if
it was meant for
me to talk to him,, i would definitely see him,...
I walked out the
bathroom and BOOM!! there he was walking right by
as he glanced my way..
"Hi", i said.."Hey", he replied...i felt my
self
staring into his eyes
for a good 3secs. during those 3secs..i swear i was
having a
conversation with him,...but
nothing came out of my mouth
as he
walked
by..
I was walking right
behind him as we
stepped onto
the moving
walkway belt
thing...
i broke out into
another sweat and i
began to
blush and
smile...i he so near...
i stood
there,,,but he walked
on and
left
me!!!!!
*tear...does
this mean that he wasnt interested in me like
i was in him..does this
mean that he wasnt
thinking about me..or that i wasnt cute enough...
maybe he is just as shy
as I am..or maybe i wasnt his type...maybe he
has a record for
cheating and hes trying to stay faithful to his current girlfriend....geezzzzzzzzz
but what ever it was...when
he walked off..my heart dropped and that
lust session was over...
but
DAMN..he was soo
cute...
IF
ONLY I WOULD HAVE
said
SOMETHING MORE...then
maybe..he would not have runaway..
even
though i probably will forget
about this week...i may
think
of his face and fantasise
but
if i see him next week at
the
airport..omg..hells yea thats destiny,,,is
it!!!?
Should have known that in no time my mom would be shipping me off to visit
my dad and my grandma.
I never really minded flying. I always flew on
the
plane by myself since i was three..from new orleans to houston and back. Between
two different worlds,
between my mom and dad.
Southwest airlines, as
soon as you turn 13, you are
treated as an adult. I guess thats why I now love taking
the plane because
it gives me a
sense of responsibility,a sense
of adulthood.
Well just
traveling anywhere by myself makes me feel
that
way really.
Walking
through
the airport watching families and business
men, i was almost late catching my flight.
So there i was, just standing
in line, (remind me to tell my mom to book me
group A..not B), waiting
for "
group B, 30-60, line on up to the right".
BAM!!!
and
there he
was.....wow..
i broke
out into a sweat as i always do when i
see
a
cute boy,
i immediately start
thinking about how
i should
have never worn these we rid shoes,
or
i knew i should have went
into the bathroom to check my hair,
or
cramp...i pray theres nothing on my face.
As usual, i spotted
him first, i always spot the boy first..i think,,
and as usual i always look
away..knowing that he will look my way, and
feel
as though he spotted me
first...
Our eyes meet and i could
feel
my hair
sticking to my neck..
He walked slowly into the line,
right in
front of
me.
I knew once
people saw him, and then seen
me right
behind him. they had
to
be
thinking."My.my. what a cute
couple they
make"
And thats
just it,...i stood
there planning,
planning on how am i goin to get him to talk to
me...
as we boarded the
plane, my
goal was to sit right by
him..
as i walked behind him, i
knew what
people
where
thinking..OMG
the line stopped, and i stopped in front
of an empty seat that was
right
my the aisle..
i wondered why no
one
sat
there,,,I wish
someone would have
sat there so i could
sit by him,
and i wouldnt look
all
weird and awkward by not sitting
there because it
was a
perfectly open
seat...gosh..
DAMN DAMN DAMN!!! wHY reggina,,,,why did you sit
there!!!!
YEs, i sat
there,,,
the whole plane ride...i sat
there wondering..thinking about
him and how cute he is and wondering why did he
have so many chips in the
bag??...
I thought about getting up and act like i was going to the restroom
to point him out..and if there was a seat by him,..i was so going to sit
there
when i came back..
well it didnt happen..
The plane landed in Houston
and i so was not ready to give up...i pictured how our conversation will be
when
i walk up to him...i would use my charm and say"...maybe we can
meet up
sometime
while we are in Houston together.."..and he would
laugh
and say " fo sho.." ;D
I couldnt wait..i got off
the plane and went to
the bathroom to fix my hair..
i swore to
myself
that if i
saw
him...i was going to talk...
well,,,,i sort of kept my
inner promise..
i took a deep breath...having faith in destiny that
if
it was meant for
me to talk to him,, i would definitely see him,...
I walked out the
bathroom and BOOM!! there he was walking right by
as he glanced my way..
"Hi", i said.."Hey", he replied...i felt my
self
staring into his eyes
for a good 3secs. during those 3secs..i swear i was
having a
conversation with him,...but
nothing came out of my mouth
as he
walked
by..
I was walking right
behind him as we
stepped onto
the moving
walkway belt
thing...
i broke out into
another sweat and i
began to
blush and
smile...i he so near...
i stood
there,,,but he walked
on and
left
me!!!!!
*tear...does
this mean that he wasnt interested in me like
i was in him..does this
mean that he wasnt
thinking about me..or that i wasnt cute enough...
maybe he is just as shy
as I am..or maybe i wasnt his type...maybe he
has a record for
cheating and hes trying to stay faithful to his current girlfriend....geezzzzzzzzz
but what ever it was...when
he walked off..my heart dropped and that
lust session was over...
but
DAMN..he was soo
cute...
IF
ONLY I WOULD HAVE
said
SOMETHING MORE...then
maybe..he would not have runaway..
even
though i probably will forget
about this week...i may
think
of his face and fantasise
but
if i see him next week at
the
airport..omg..hells yea thats destiny,,,is
it!!!?
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