Girlfriend promblems

so im lookin at all these females around me.
Having there bond,,,spending just enough time together so that people wont think their gay, but still having time enough to catch up on the latest gossip and styles.
My my, it must be great to have a friend like that.
Someone that you can have sleep overs with and share secrets and experiences with and you never ever have to worry about the whole student body finding out with you and the exchange student did behind the gym because shes your best best friend forever.And its been that way since you were in diapers, or since the teacher sat you by her in class, or since you lost your way at your new high school.
And when people veiw your page on facebook, they see that your in a relationship..with a girl!!
Yall go to the movies and the mall with all eyes on yall with every boy drooling at every move yall make..
She gives you her shoulder to cry on when he cheated on you even though she warned you, she never said,"I told you so",
You help her burry her hurtful past and yall walked away looking at life in a different veiw
You pick out her clothes while shes borrowing yours...
and isnt weird how yall get yalls period at the same time...
You never let her down and despite that one fist fight yall got into back in kidergarden, you love her like the sister you never had and you always know that she got your back no matter what...


What a great friend to have,,

i cant even remember the last time i spoke to a girl on the phone besides my mom.

When he calls he doesnt know all my seacrets,,and if u tried to tell him will he understand everything that i go through becasue hes a boy and well, am a girl.

When i walk in the movies some eyes be on me..but sunce im by myself..no dude has the courage to walk up to me.

When i get home, i watch t.v or practice my music,,,
When i go in the mall, i dread because i dont have a second opinion on the outfit i just picked out.
When i go out to a party, i'm usually the fist one to leave, cause i don't really like dancing with my self,,and lets face it..most of those dudes are such perves..

When im having boyfriend problems, i suck it up,write it down,,and forget about it.I couldnt dare ask him for advice..

Yea hes cool,,,and so freaking goofey and silly,
and one time i made him laugh so hard, that milk came out of both of noses.
It was the greatest thing ever and when i think about it i still chuclke..
but i cant wear his clothes or ask him how do i look in my new outfit...but
Him and his girlfrind are back on good terms..i wonder who does he talk to about her?

They are the best boy friends ever,,,but sometimes,,
i wish it could be deeper then milky noses...

So what am i really looking for/need....a BOYfriend or a GIRLfriend
or just me...
and theres always diamonds(a girls best friend ;)